Presentations

Last week I was determined to finally get out of my shell and do the best presentation I've ever done.
But exactly seven hours later, after my humiliating presentation, I was writing my shameful results by the stairs of the music building at my school. I was asking and reproaching myself: Why couldn't you prepare yourself more Eli? Why?!

My name is Elisabeth, and I have a serious condition:

I am a procrastinator.

I hope to be an inspiration to anyone having a bad time, I encourage you to take my example and do the opposite of what I did. Now that that's out of my system, I shall start with my story:

 I'm a college student, and I FAILED my Freshman year. Why? Because I made dumb decisions, I didn't take anything seriously, I read manga the whole freaking time!

I have to confess something...I'm an Otaku.

I feel dirty just by writing it. This is something that only my sisters know, and no one else is allowed to find out outside this space! If someone finds out, I'll find you, and sic my demon dogs upon you! Mwahahaha....

Anyway. I started this blog, hopeful to find loners like me, I want to tell you that you are not alone. In real life, (I mean beyond this computer) life is so hard. During High School, especially the last year, I hated going to school, because my skin had started to break out, my hair was always greasy, and I didn't have any friends because they had all graduated along with my older sister.

In school, I always hung with the seniors, and always tailed after my sister like a fart.

I now know that I should've reached to my classmates more, talked with my teachers about my problems, there are just so many regrets. But now I know that the "I wish" doesn't solve anything.

I want to focus in the now. At least, I've learned my lesson. I'm still so freaking quiet though, sometimes I think I'm autistic because I prefer to be alone, and sometimes  people annoy me.

I'm a weirdo. I know this because my sister said to me one day, "Eli you are a weirdo!"
just because I hated the makeup she put on my face.

In this blog, I'll be writing about things that I like, experiences that have happen to me and wish to pass on to you, in hopes that you'll never make the same mistakes that I have.

By the way, the presentation at school, (in case you're wondering) was a complete and utter disaster. I don't wish such disaster to anyone, not even my worst enemy.

For now, I'm trying to block it from my mind, and hope to forget it soon. If there are any shy people, otakus, weirdoes, bookworms, suffering from acne, having been bullied, etc. Welcome to the club.

Be proud.

I'm sure that all this suffering has a silver lining, right? Now that I'm done I shall leave you with a list of my hobbies: (that's what I was supposed to talk about on my presentation.)

• Read
• Write novels
• Watch anime
• Read anime
• Sleep

Recently I've obsessing over The Seven Deadly Sins, it's the story of Elizabeth (My name!) who has gone in a quest to find the seven deadly sins of legend. Along the way he finds a perverted child who claims to be an adult, and who ends up being none other than Maleodes, the sin of wrath! and Capitan of the seven deadly sins. Whut!!!(Oh yeah!)

Elizabeth and Maleodes decide to find the other sins and save the kingdom of ....whatyoumacallit....along with a talking pig.

It is pretty hilarious and if you haven't seen it, you have to see it pronto!