Happy Thanksgiving!

“Only one who devotes himself to a cause with his whole strength and soul can be a true master. For this reason mastery demands all of a person.” – Albert Einstein

I don't know about you, but I've always struggled to find myself. Why am I in this world? Why was I born?

It wasn't my intention to raise such philosophical questions, but that's truly what I've always wondered. They say that to become a master at something you have to dedicate at least 10,000 hours.

The thing is, how the hell am I suppose to find what I want to master in?

I like MANY things!

• Draw
• Write novels

Suddenly after that my mind went blank..

Now that I've narrowed down my search, all I need to do is find myself some inspiration and a mentor.

I've figured that since I want to be a master at writing, I might as well write my heart out and start mincing out those 10,000 hours!

There's this article I found by James Clear. 10 years of silence: How long it took Mozart, Picasso, and Kobe Bryant to be successful.

I'm astonished that people that dedicated exist. It makes me feel like I've just been floating through life. That I haven't been living. Not really.

I'm still not sure what I want to talk about in this blog. For now I'll be using this space to complain about my frustrations.  Now that that's out I shall now begin:

Frustration 1
I have finals coming. Good new is that I still have time, right? WRONG! These kind of thoughts is what made me FAIL my Freshman year.

The only answer to be successful at something is through HARD work. If you aren't dedicated to anything, you become mediocre at everything. (I talk from bitter experience)

Take up a hobby, become great at it, it's going to benefit you in the long run of this crappy life. Skate board, knit a sweater, go running, read books, draw! There are so many options!

Frustration 2
Thanksgiving. I know that Thanksgiving is suppose to be a happy time and all, but not when you have to go shop for the Turkey the day before! Have you been in the supermarket the day before thanksgiving? Not a pretty sight!

Those ladies go crazy for a Turkey!

Frustration 3
I've been running my mouth here on and on, I've just realized that I must sound like a self absorbing bitch, which I am. (But just a little) Hey at least I'm woman enough to admit it!

Anyways, I really hope you see the silver lining of this day. Carpe diem (Seize the day)

You are you, go find yourself and be the biggest dork you can be!

Happy Thanksgiving!